"when God gives me a reason"

Sometimes we can not wait for the answer to all our prayers at night for the one thing that makes us sad. We always blame the fate that we experience today without thinking about what happens tomorrow. I just can be thankful for the tears that graced my eyes. God knows why He had not allowed me. He knows why it should not be. I was wrong because it was too demanding. I was wrong because i do not want to be patient. and I was wrong because it would not open. and finally God answered that he did not want me to experience more sadness again. He shows His ways.